Kamekaze Happiness

Heehee~
Some things just make you happy~
You know what made me happy tonight? I know I liked Kamekaze Girls when I saw it with my friends two years ago some Hotel Venus night after AX 2010, but getting it again and giving it my full attention, here- alone in my room with the space heater on my feet and 98 grams of Dryers mint chocolate chip Ice Cream, I sat on my fluffy new bedspread feeling healthier and happy. I laughed out loud at the parts I liked, and I even cried when Ichigo did. I can't imagine anyone understanding it or loving it the same way I do. Sharing might inhibit freedom of feeling.

I like Ichigo and Momoko. I understand them perfectly. I feel like I have them both in me. And I understand their friendship. I hardly notice that it's in Japanese. But any American I know would probably be thrown off by the styles or the culture. But I get it, so I feel connected to the world.

Do you know what I wish I could do? I wish I could make an art piece as beautiful as the one I saw drawn today to commemorate this feeling. So when I look at my work, I remember this happiness. This contentment. Because beyond my laptop, there is no mess and no hurt feelings. No obligations beyond what I care to do.

But if I started an art piece now, my mind would eventually depress itself with too much time and not enough sanity. So I should sleep while the feeling still lingers.

The girl never brought the cake... i wonder if I missed her. Oh well... bed...