Post-Thanks.

Remind me never to leave home that late again. Every time I think it will be okay if I just spend ooooone more little tiny hour with them- usually my parents around the breakfast table, and it’s a mistake. Someone please remind me about LA Traffic! I spend to much time away and I forget how scary the grapevine can be at night, and how bumper to bumper traffic can drive you stir crazy worse than spending the same amount of time speeding at 80 mph. Casey, please remember- when you leave late, you don’t just arrive late- IT ADDS ANOTHER HOUR AND A HALF. Ug. It just wastes me. I totally missed church. Which is fine. After vacation I don’t want to see anyone anyway.

But Eric came over late night and taught Cynthia and me. That was nice. It was a good incentive to shower, powder, and dress before zonking out around 10.

Things I learned over the weekend-
I know what I must do! I’m just scared.
I know what I have to do- I just reaaaaaaaaaaaaally don’t want to.
The test results show ADD, effecting executive motor skills, working (short term) memory loss, and learning disabilities. I overhead them say, “looking at these results, I don’t even know how she made it through college…” Nothing really new here but now I know what to write to the phyc.
I need to gain more weight
Now that I’ve lived this life for so long, the noise of my parent’s home gives me a headache.
Rusty is still being obstinate but not nearly as angry.
Eric (my brother) is not a man In his own home.
And probably other stuff But I should start work soon.

Oh how I loath being cold. I’d like to live in my car and die in 100* F in front of my heater. Something about the cold gets to my bones and

Gonna spend the break time away from AniMaid to look for a new job. Pray for me.