A Get Away

I’m going away this weekend. I know it’s for the maidcafe but I really think I’m going to try to heal a bit. It seems like everyone is breaking up and having big upheavals of life. Maybe we could all use this to be far away from problems. It’s about the same distance from LA as Vegas, but I think this might be more suited to me.

A Vegas get-away never suited me. I’ve never been interested in clubbing more than to escape people, but it’s not the sort of thing a defenseless girl should do alone, so I haven’t. I don’t gamble and I don’t like feeling out of control of my body by drinking. And I’m sorry, the men they have there to entertain all look gay to me. And when I went with the maidcafe the WhiteGirls dressed me in this SHORTY McShort black skirt and that was uncomfortable as all get out. Luckily the SDcard that has those pictures got deleted by MAX. No evidence of my sulttery exists. As far as I know. Funny story, wearing a nice jacket didn’t save me from getting scoped. Which was…weird. Normally I don’t feel like a woman as much as I feel like a friend and a comedian/entertainer. Sexy doesn’t come into the picture as often as perhaps it should. So showing off the ‘goods’ doesn’t occur to me.

One particular moment, Aino, Deb, and I were standing in the casino chatting trying to figure out what we wanted to do -when I had a weird normal experience. I looked up and someone turned the corner and looked right at me. It was a dude- about my age, but he looked remarkably like Chris Bisente. It shocked me for a second, a second too long as it looked like I was staring for the wrong reasons XD. I immediately blushed and looked down apologetically. Wrong wrong wrong. I could feeeeeel his grin as he and his buddies passed, and detected when he glanced over his shoulder at me. He must have told his friends because not long after, they circled back- behind me. But I noticed. And so did Deb. Who immediately made Aino aware. Who promptly grabbed my hand and stormed out of the casino in a huff.

I was too embarrassed to do anything myself. Lol Weird story. I have no idea what she was so angry about and I don’t know what might have happened. But I’m just saying- Vegas is probably not a good getaway for me.

This other place, we have a hotel for two nights. Not far from the beach I think. We will be spending a majority of the day at the con working of course. I don’t mind that. But Aino and Kchan promised we’d find a mall and make me try on a bunch of clothes I probably won’t buy, try on wigs to see if I look better darker or blond or with bangs or whatever, watch a ton of anime, and eat until it hurts.

Well, that last part I put in, but I doubt Kchan would fail me there. If nothing else, we will eat.