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This is what we call a bad day. and I don't foresee it getting any better in the... four hours I have left to stay awake.

Thank the Lord I haven't cursed anyone directly with my care and maintainence. I just loathe everything today. I hate me, I hate food, and money, and my car, and the sky and the moon, the heat, the cold, my wardrobe, my skin, my hair, my teeth, my fingers, my face, i hate you, I hate them, I hate everything.

but mostly me.

Did you know I tried to make myself feel better by going out and buying a doughnut (along with my OJ because (once again)I forgot to get it at a normal store) and all i did all the way home was yell at myself for not spending the 75 cents on something healthy. Or for being impulsive. or yelling at myself for yelling at myself. It's all very confusing and dramatic and I'd just really like some pizza delivered and lay on the floor until I die.

...but then I'd probably yell at myself for ordering pizza when I have TV dinners right here.

So I think I'll just lay on the floor and wait for death to take me. Or until I decide to get up for work...