Replaced.

I feel sick suddenly.

I need to get out of here.

Howard is bringing in a girl with a masters. She's about my age. I'm going to teach her what I do... and the she is going to do a better job at it.

I'm being replaced. And for some reason Howard can't see why this would bother me or make me uncomfortable.

I'd rather quit than be fired. but my real issue is that I just was to stay employeed until after AX. this could not have come at a worse time. being compared to someone in my own office. I can't look for another job right now! I can't afford it!

Oh, I want to throw up... What am I going to do?

Even if I stopped blogging right down and put my nose to the grindstone I don't think I'd come up with anything better. God help me. Four half days of nothing is the same as two full days of failure.

I fail fail fail fail.

I need to get out of here...