Malnurishment

I want to see if I can explain this pain.
I had it once before during the time I lived at home after college. I had taken a temp job and after a few weeks of working at a desk, I got this pain.

It’s just between my shoulder blade and spine- it’s not the spine itself, it’s like the muscle. But not the muscle itself because massaging doesn’t help. I tried my Dad’s massage chair at that time and all it did was pummel me so badly I was sore everywhere else in addition. I tried hot baths. I tried sleeping a million different ways. The only thing that worked was very heavy medication for pain relief and I have to take it often.

I had it again when I moved to LA and started an office job. The solution then was, again, medication and then I bought a pillow to drive with. I t helped and I’ve been driving with it ever since. But that was a few years ago and I’ve been in tons of office jobs since. But it’s back again.

This dull obnoxious pain. It makes me dizzy and distracted.

I weighed myself last night- I’m still 100 pounds. And this morning it couldn’t make it’s mind as to wither I was 100 or 99 pounds. I can’t keep the weight on. And then this morning I read that a possible cause for this back pain might be in action.

I just can’t win, can I?