i know I need to sleep. I just got home from J Lounge (I can't help it- I like being the only white girl in the room) and my eyes need to rest from wearing contacts before I sleep.
Even though I just spent most of the evening being 'enlightened' about zen (at least that's what I think he was driving at through the drunken slurs) and i had to miss dinner once again- I'm kinda happy. I got a response to my email. I'm happy I got a response AT ALL but it's a big plus that it wasn't rude.
If I think too much about it I'm positive I could draw out some harsh meaning or detect a long history of resentment muffled by his kindness. So I'll just blog a little bit and go to sleep in a kind of forgotten contentment. not really happy, but not in agony either.
I bought new pillows. Now my pains are subsiding maybe I can enjoy them a little more...
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