Spending Time

Not to be vain, but I am a woman blessed with many talents.
I also need to say, it’s kinda obnoxious when someone say what talents I SHOULD be working on.
Let me lay out a list of such things I am relatively good at that people say I really need to do more often:

Draw and color art
Create for Maid Hime
Write fiction
Sew Maid/Host dolls
Voice act
Sing
Video Edit
Ballroom Dance
Update dating Blog
Work on my comic strip
Model
Cosplay
Act in theater
Play Frisbee
Reading
Make phone calls at work
Plus whatever work I’m doing for the maid café


Can you see that I don’t have time for all these things all the time? Sometimes I have to put them to the side for a few weeks, months, even years while I move forward and try to get my real life moving forward. Because shockingly, even though I have played with the idea of making many of these things my career, they are not. And in likelihood, they never will be.

So while I have worked hard to become good at many of these things- they’re a side show. A hobby. This sounds horrible but I like people to please stop lecturing me about how I am bring a shame to the craft by not participating in everything I’m good at. I need a life too. And also, please don’t feign disgust anymore when you see I can do something when it’s not always natural, I labored to nurture some of these abilities and not all of them flow from me like breath. Ever thing maybe it takes a real effort?

Y’know what, here is a list of thing people are constantly lecturing me on thing I should be learning/ doing:

Work out
Cook/Eat
Wearing more makeup
Being more organized
Play sports
Go to concerts
Hanging out/ FHE
Keep a journal
Study for the GRE

I’m bored with this list now. Time to take meds.