Gaunt is my new word

“Oh what the hell,” she says, “I just can’t win for losing.” And she lays back down.

Interesting phone conversations I overheard in the bathroom at work this morning.
One woman who was in there when I arrived was saying, “Do I remember the date of the incident? I don’t think so. But I have been taking anger management classes and today is my last day. Yes, I’ll hold.”

When she left, another woman came in on her cell phone, “You are the biological father. A part of your body helped make this kid and I need your help. You need to support this child.”

Graaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
I need a shower and some mochi icecream balls. Y’know what use to make me instantly happy? Beef and Broccoli. I have no idea why, it works better than chocolate. But my dissatisfaction with life is deeper these days than what can be solved with taking me out to eat. This has been such a rough year. And I looked at myself in the mirror this morning anf I realized even my face is skinnier. It’s not attractive. My skin looks grey. No wonder Masato left me after he got back. O.o

Lol, I only partically take that back. I know he has the ability to be with a girl for a long period of time. and the issues between us don’t always seem to be between HIM and Me. more often than not it’s him fighting himself, and me myself. And sometimes it’s just fighting cultures. He doesn’t like that I tell him my opinion. He says that a man should be head of the house and his previous girlfriends might know he’s wrong- but they don’t point it out.

I’m wasting too much time thinking about this.

And now AX café… more later.