Philo of blogging

YOu know sometimes i feel this pent up need to blog and write out what I'm feeling or thinking. Like I'll die with all the information an opinion clogging my brain.

But at the same time I freaking love habit. And I noticed the first three blog posts all came in a tthe 4 o'clock hour. SO I wish I could hold it all in until then to establish some kind of pattern to follow and tradition.

but in truth I shouldn't hold myself back if it feels good (in this case). I guess it doesn't matter if i want to write more than once a day.

I better warn you right now, dear reader, if you have found this blog- please don't don't don't let me know. I'd rather not know. Don't tell me. Let it be a place where I can think I'm alone. Don't be stupid enough to let me know you know.

For my own sanity, I admit I'm subconciously avoiding topics about specific people- but that's for my own protection. If I put it down on paper it becomes perminant until I update otherwise. and that just isn't true to life. people change. In an hour, you could call me. and I could hear your voice in my ear. and then anything I might be feeling would melt away. Which is great! but if it doesn't show up on my blog- you won't know I don't feel that way anymore.

of course, this goes for everything else too. I guess thats why it's important to blog often. But when it comes to people- people get hurt. people carry the feelings of others close to the hearts and the word repeat until they work a person into oblivion. and they THINK too much. I think too much too. so I'll try try try not to let you think too much. In that way, I'm protecting you.

I'll be your hero.

I should really edit those pictures of me as supergirl soon. Right after I finish my lesson plan.