sick & tired & disneyland

I am sick. I am tired. and I promised to work on this ad. Why is it when you can't handle much, it all seems to pile on top of you? I've been with this bug for over a week now and it's debilitating and frustrating. I stayed up late last night and the night before I had TERRIBLE food poisoning which kept me up. And no I have to wake up extra early to do this print ad by tomorrow  and my busted computer that I was trying to replace since I thought this illness was a simple allergy, doesn't recognize my external hard drive so I have to go back through all my emails and download PEICE BY PEICE all the graphic elements from my last ad for them because the client isn't bright enough to send it together ever, much less when I need to do a brand new ad for them. But they can't send it to me until later this afternoon. Well I won't be sitting around this afternoon because I have so many other responsibilities  that I need to get done I'm not even sure I'll be able to get to THEM because it's Lisa's birthday and I told her we could go to disneyland.

But I'm writing all these pathetic issues here instead of any place where I can get help (even my roommate will be gone until Sunday night... and btw I have to keep the house pristine until she does because she's coming with her family and wants them to be impressed.) because I don't want to be a complainer and have Tim call me a failure or a quitter. You know what else sucks? I'm worried about Tim and I'd like to reach out to him but the last time I did that he called me two-faced. So what do I have to do to be a good friend, sit here and pretend I don't care? I've never been good at that so we'll see how long I stay smart and not got to the rescue of someone who clearly doesn't want me around.

#$&% I HATE DISNEYLAND.